terça-feira, 10 de setembro de 2013

Bad memories raise again

Well, since the last post my life has changed much.
I dated for two weeks with a guy I met on League of Legends, it was wonderful, because of him I told most of my friends I'm gay. Well, he broke up with me in a suckish way, using the fake excuse that he saw me kissing a girl in a party we were.
This introduction was neccessary for my post about today, 10/09.
I only come to this blog whenever I feel like I have to talk to myself and think about the day (aka: When I'm sad but really think I shouldn't be). What happened was: Sometime ago, I've blocked the guy I mentioned above from facechat and unsigned his feed. Today I felt the intense will of stalking him, and so I did, this made me sad, very sad. Looks like he is dating another guy (who really looks like a girl) and doing the same things he did when we were together, this sucks so much, lol. I unblocked him on facechat and he still is on my top list. :(

Now, let's go to the rest of my day. Today morning there was a practice class of "Methods of Separation of Bioproducts" scheduled, so I had to get to the university really soon. When I was midway from there, the bus crashed into a car. Because of that I ended up being late. :(
The Microscopy class was cool, the teacher sometimes is rude, but other times she's funny. I really don't know if I like her.

After lunch I got to the lab and the bioinformatics teacher overloaded me with work. Now, besides all the homework from the classes, I've got lots of articles to read. (ToT)
Everyday I go to the freshmen classroom, I like most of them and there's a guy whose I got a crush at. We treat each other like boyfriends, but I don't know if he's gay and he neither about me. I had given up on him when the guy I first mentioned in this post confessed to me, because he is assumedly gay and could have a relationship. Whatever, it's cool the way it is, I like receiving care even if it could be fake.

About the end of my day: I've slept for 2 hours in the way back home, on the bus.

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