Hello, inexistent readers!
The title defines my day. It sucked a lot, I'm so fucking confused.
From the beginning, it was a normal day: chemistry class, many jokes, lab, calculus class... But, since a long ago, there's a bud of mine that wants to kiss my best friend... and I want to do it too. I've already told her, but she always get it as a joke (friendzoned, lol), probably because she doesn't want to kiss me (i'm not a beautiful person, definitely. She wants to kiss him, but i've already said her I don't want them to kiss, or date, or anything like that, and that i'll be very very sad if this happens.
Today, as always, he was hugging her A LOT, and the reason was pretty obvious. She showed me some messages he sent her, about how much he wants to kiss her and blah... I don't really know why, I'm not jealous of her with any other man, but with him it's different, I feel something telling me it's not meant to happen.
I don't know what to do and I'm very sad without reason. :'(
(Hopefully no one will EVER read this blog.)
terça-feira, 29 de janeiro de 2013
segunda-feira, 21 de janeiro de 2013
Two dogs and a llama in a boat
Well, since no one will ever read this damn blog, one of my thousand discontinued blogs... I'll post anything I need to tell someone, just to relax.
So, my day wasn't bad at all. I woke up very very early to go to the university, took the best bus ever: The 6:15 a.m. Curuçambá-UFPA (it goes fast and is not crowded like the others). The bus collector wasn't a good one, I tried to pay the tax with 5 reais (about 2,45 dolars) and he said he didn't have change, but he gave a lot of coins to the guy who came after me. (-_-)
When I got to the university, one of my friends was already there, we still had one hour and a half still the class began, so we continued a discussion about the future of Star Wars series and about what happened to Ahsoka. He is a funny guy and is that kind of person who gives you a good feeling when he's around.
Then, our biochemistry teacher arrived and, after about 20 minutes - because of technical problems with her macbook - the class started. We've learnt about Pentosis Pathway, the gluconeogenesis and the TCA. I didn't get much about it because she speaks fast and teaches too much things for only a day, so I'll have to study by myself about these very interesting things.
At lunch, we went to the R.U. (University Restaurant) from the other campus, cause ours is hot and uncomfortable (to tell the truth, I don't have problems with it, but since my friends do, I go with them to the "comfortable" one.). The best thing about it is the price, it costs only 1 real (50 USA cents) for us, students. The lunch was not so good today, but it often is. After that, one of my girl friends invited me and two girl friends to eat cake because her birthday was yesterday and at her lab they made a surprise party, and there was a loooot of chocolate cake. I ate a lot of it, we sang shitty songs (like Toxic, from Britney), it was funny, but I had to go to my traineeship (bioinformatics, lol). When I got there, I had nothing to do (as always), but my teacher gave me a work (a ctrl+c ctrl+v work, but at least I had something to do). I spent my afternoon reading reviews on PubMed (NCBI's site for scientific articles), I have to choose one to present in the lab... The first one wasn't accepted by my teacher, so I chose another one and am waiting for her answer.
Btw, she was cute today, she even congratulated me for my good work (doing copy and paste stuff, LOL), and it's not usual for her to do these kind of things.
Well, after the lab I got on the bus and came back home. I finally finished reading "The Elephant's Journey", by José Saramago, and I thing it's a good book. Highly recommended if you don't judge a book for it's superficial plot. Saramago made a good work writing deep things. (^_^)/
That was my day, I hope no one reads this. (o_o)"
So, my day wasn't bad at all. I woke up very very early to go to the university, took the best bus ever: The 6:15 a.m. Curuçambá-UFPA (it goes fast and is not crowded like the others). The bus collector wasn't a good one, I tried to pay the tax with 5 reais (about 2,45 dolars) and he said he didn't have change, but he gave a lot of coins to the guy who came after me. (-_-)
When I got to the university, one of my friends was already there, we still had one hour and a half still the class began, so we continued a discussion about the future of Star Wars series and about what happened to Ahsoka. He is a funny guy and is that kind of person who gives you a good feeling when he's around.
Then, our biochemistry teacher arrived and, after about 20 minutes - because of technical problems with her macbook - the class started. We've learnt about Pentosis Pathway, the gluconeogenesis and the TCA. I didn't get much about it because she speaks fast and teaches too much things for only a day, so I'll have to study by myself about these very interesting things.
At lunch, we went to the R.U. (University Restaurant) from the other campus, cause ours is hot and uncomfortable (to tell the truth, I don't have problems with it, but since my friends do, I go with them to the "comfortable" one.). The best thing about it is the price, it costs only 1 real (50 USA cents) for us, students. The lunch was not so good today, but it often is. After that, one of my girl friends invited me and two girl friends to eat cake because her birthday was yesterday and at her lab they made a surprise party, and there was a loooot of chocolate cake. I ate a lot of it, we sang shitty songs (like Toxic, from Britney), it was funny, but I had to go to my traineeship (bioinformatics, lol). When I got there, I had nothing to do (as always), but my teacher gave me a work (a ctrl+c ctrl+v work, but at least I had something to do). I spent my afternoon reading reviews on PubMed (NCBI's site for scientific articles), I have to choose one to present in the lab... The first one wasn't accepted by my teacher, so I chose another one and am waiting for her answer.
Btw, she was cute today, she even congratulated me for my good work (doing copy and paste stuff, LOL), and it's not usual for her to do these kind of things.
Well, after the lab I got on the bus and came back home. I finally finished reading "The Elephant's Journey", by José Saramago, and I thing it's a good book. Highly recommended if you don't judge a book for it's superficial plot. Saramago made a good work writing deep things. (^_^)/
That was my day, I hope no one reads this. (o_o)"
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